grayday-parade:

honchcrow:

Reasons why im a bad friend:

• i get too attached

• i will complain about all my problems to you

i will snap at you by accident one day, causing you to hate me

i need to be reassured periodically CONSTANTLY that you dont think im annoying

• i am annoying

• im boring

• i dont know how to keep the conversation going

• i get emotional after midnight and will probably tell you something that could make you think differently of me

ACCURATE ACCURATE ACCURATE

me to myself every day

  • me: stop cramping I'm trying to do homework
  • me: stop listening to your abuser I'm trying to do homework
  • me: stop having a panic attack I'm trying to do homework
  • me: stop dissociating I'm trying to do homework
  • me: stop listening to your abuser I'm trying to remain sane
  • me: stop having a panic attack I'm trying to remain sane.
  • me: stop talking to yourself I'm trying to remain sane
  • me: stop dissociating I'm trying to remain sane
  • me: stop cramping I'm trying to sleep
  • me: stop crying it's three am and I get up at four thirty
  • me: stop having a panic attack I just woke up
  • me: stop dissociating I'm trying to take notes
  • me: stop listening to your abuser I just got home
  • me: stop crying I have a test tomorrow
  • me: stop having a panic attack I have a project due
  • me: stop procrastinating I need to get started if I'm going to have to take a break to dissociate/cry/have a panic attack
  • me: stop imposing on people
  • me: stop complaining
  • me: stop apologizing
  • me: stop asking questions
  • me: stop trying
  • me: just fucking stop
  • me:

espikvlt:

I am only called “arrogant” because I am a woman comfortable with herself. To men, this concept is terrifying.